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Break My Chains
03:47
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I feel so alone
This neverending curse keeps me from finding my place
And i know, if i could break these walls i built, then i'd be finally free...
All day, everyday life's like this, when will my mind set me free?
Afraid of things i can't name
Will i ever break my chains?
Keep telling myself it doesn't make any sense
I still can't convince myself, can't make these thoughts go away
Infected in my brain
All day, everyday life's like this, when will my mind set me free?
Afraid of things i can't name
Will i ever break my chains?
I'm sick of avoiding everything, worrying about simplest things
Trapped under these anxious feelings
Do i have a say?
Can't let them control me
How many opportunities did i miss?
But next time i'll try
But this time i'll try
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Last Act
02:46
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When you say that we're friends we both know that you don't mean it
The only time you ever call me, is that when you want something from me
You're trying to take advantage of me‚ do you really think i'm that stupid?
All that close friend role you're playing‚ well i'm not buying it
I tried to be nice to you‚ but i'm sick of being used
So now i'm telling the truth: i don't want you
Cause you're fake and your friendship is too
You're fake and i don't care about you
Whenever i'm in need you're nowhere to be found
When the hard times hit i don't see you around
You don't care about me, you never did. I've been so naive but now i see it
You take, take but you never give. With that disgrace how can you live?
You're a maggot‚ a parasite
You use everyone to get what you need
And soon you'll have no one left
You can't use me, can't crush me, can't fool me‚ can't make me
I'm not your friend, i'm not your host, i won't let you, not anymore
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Black Sheep
02:22
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You always have something to say about me
The things you don't like...
You're so quick to judge
Who the fuck are you anyway, to tell me how to behave?
Do you ever ask yourself‚ why would i even care?
In this herd i feel like the black sheep‚ and it feels good
Don't you try to change me‚ i'm not like you
You think yourself so different than people you hate:
Close minded bigot assholes who judge everyone who's not like them
Can you tell me now. How are you any different?
You're first to cast me out
But i'm armored with this hard bark
In this herd i feel like the black sheep, and it feels good
Don't you try to change me, i'm not like you
I feel like the black sheep‚ and it feels good
Fuck what you think about the things i do
Your steps i won't follow
Won't let you control my life
You talk like you're so perfect, you're just like the people you hate
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How Many Times
02:50
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Just cause i don't say anything, doesn't mean that i am weak
And you'll never know how tough it is to stay nice in this world
Won't spend my time trying to understand why are you so mean to others
I guess you're just sad and alone
Is this how you try to fix that?
How many times you overborne people?
Using their own goodwill that you never deserved
How many times you made fun of people?
Just cause they are different you treat them like animals
You got no real friends beside you, just some minions to boost your ego
Who do you think will be there for you, when they dissappear in a year or two?
Won't spend my time trying to understand why are you so mean to others
I guess you're just sad and alone
Is this how you try to fix that?
You don't really hate us, you just hate yourself
This bullshit attitude of yours must end
I'm not afraid of you i just love myself
But enough is enough, next time there's gonna be a fight
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5. |
My Protest
02:46
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I've come so far now
Been crushed, been left out‚ but never let them change me
That's the path that i choose‚ they've tried countless times... but i won't back down
How can i stray that far away from myself‚ that's not what i call success
You think you've won, but you've sacrificed your heart
Was it worth it?
My protest, when being good becomes so strange
Staying true‚ for me this is the only way
Your standards, your so called "rules"; a life too dirty for me to live
My heart can't hold that much hate, try to inject‚ my body won't accept
Fighting with love in a loveless world is never easy, but i'll take the hard way
I refuse to sink in this filth, in the name of survival, i'd rather be dead
I won't change, i won't back down
That's all i've got, all i know
Can't give up on what i think is right
Just so that you can accept me
I've come so far now, still got much more to go
Still got much more to say
These are just my first steps
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