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First Steps (MR015)

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1.
Break My Chains 03:47
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I feel so alone This neverending curse keeps me from finding my place And i know, if i could break these walls i built, then i'd be finally free... All day, everyday life's like this, when will my mind set me free? Afraid of things i can't name Will i ever break my chains? Keep telling myself it doesn't make any sense I still can't convince myself, can't make these thoughts go away Infected in my brain All day, everyday life's like this, when will my mind set me free? Afraid of things i can't name Will i ever break my chains? I'm sick of avoiding everything, worrying about simplest things Trapped under these anxious feelings Do i have a say? Can't let them control me How many opportunities did i miss? But next time i'll try But this time i'll try
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Last Act 02:46
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When you say that we're friends we both know that you don't mean it The  only time you ever call me, is that when you want something from me You're  trying to take advantage of me‚ do you really think i'm that stupid? All that close friend role you're playing‚ well i'm not buying it I tried to be nice to you‚ but i'm sick of being used So  now i'm telling the truth: i don't want you Cause  you're fake and your friendship is too You're fake and i don't care about you Whenever  i'm in need you're nowhere to be found When the hard times hit i don't see you around You don't care about me, you never did. I've been so naive but now i see it You take, take but you never give. With that disgrace how can you live? You're  a maggot‚ a parasite You use everyone to get what you need And soon you'll have no one left You can't use me, can't crush me, can't fool me‚ can't make me I'm not your friend, i'm not your host, i won't let you, not anymore
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Black Sheep 02:22
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You always have something to say about me The things you don't like... You're so quick to judge Who the fuck are you anyway, to tell me how to behave? Do you ever ask yourself‚ why would i even care? In this herd i feel like the black sheep‚ and it feels good Don't you try to change me‚ i'm not like you You think yourself so different than people you hate: Close minded bigot assholes who judge everyone who's not like them Can you tell me now. How are you any different? You're first to cast me out But i'm armored with this hard bark In this herd i feel like the black sheep, and it feels good Don't you try to change me, i'm not like you I feel like the black sheep‚ and it feels good Fuck what you think about the things i do Your steps i won't follow Won't let you control my life You talk like you're so perfect, you're just like the people you hate
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How Many Times 02:50
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Just cause i don't say anything, doesn't mean that i am weak And  you'll never know how tough it is to stay nice in this world Won't  spend my time trying to understand why are you so mean to others I guess you're just sad and alone Is this how you try to fix that? How  many times you overborne people? Using  their own goodwill that you never deserved How many times you made fun of people? Just  cause they are different you treat them like animals You got no real friends beside you, just some minions to boost your ego Who do you think will be there for you, when they dissappear in a year or two? Won't spend my time trying to understand why are you so mean to others I  guess you're just sad and alone Is this how you try to fix that? You don't really hate us, you just hate yourself This bullshit attitude of yours must end I'm not afraid of you i just love myself But enough is enough, next time there's gonna be a fight
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My Protest 02:46
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I've come so far now Been crushed, been left out‚ but never let them change me That's the path that i choose‚ they've tried countless times... but i won't back down How can i stray that far away from myself‚ that's not what i call success You think you've won, but you've sacrificed your heart Was it worth it? My protest, when being good becomes so strange Staying true‚ for me this is the only way Your standards, your so called "rules"; a life too dirty for me to live My heart can't hold that much hate, try to inject‚ my body won't accept Fighting with love in a loveless world is never easy, but i'll take the hard way I refuse to sink in this filth, in the name of survival, i'd rather be dead I won't change, i won't back down That's all i've got, all i know Can't give up on what i think is right Just so that you can accept me I've come so far now, still got much more to go Still got much more to say These are just my first steps

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released January 27, 2019

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Mevzu Records is a Istanbul based DIY omnifarious punk label founded 2018.

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