1. |
Downer
02:02
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It’s tearing me apart
It’s eating me from inside
It’s nothing more than a chore
Nothing more than a chore
I’m screaming my heart out
I’m just being "way too loud"
It’s nothing more than complaining
Nothing more than complaining
It’s killing me
(Being a whiny little kid)
It’s got it’s claws on me
Wooo
I’m such a downer
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2. |
Paranoid
02:05
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I’m fucked in the head
I have some issues
I’m fucked in the head
My mood always switches
I’m fucked in the head
I have some problems
I’m fucked in the head
There are constant reminders
Paranoid
Paranoid
Paranoid
Paranoid
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3. |
Habit
03:22
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I’m a habit
I’m an addiction
I poison you
But you can’t seem to quit
I’m toxic
Problematic
Confused
And I hate myself for it
I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself
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4. |
Life's All Pain
01:53
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Life's all pain
See I’m barely getting by
It’s always the same
You don’t know how hard I try
When you leave, please shoot me in the head
Change of plans huh? Stop crawling to my bed
Nails in my hands and I’m dripping blood
Breaking my legs, it’s the only way I'll stop
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5. |
Wish
02:51
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I've wasted so much of my time
Just getting sad, and I’m going blind
Feeling numb yeah nothing gives me a buzz
I’m kinda worried about myself because
I don’t think this would be my wish
But I can’t know for sure
Playing with a lighter
Burning shit cuz I can
I will stop but I don’t know when
Don’t want no one to get upset
Oh, I can’t carry one more regret
I don’t think this would be my wish
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6. |
A Flower
05:42
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Like a flower with no light
I feel this is falling apart
I don’t know what to do to fix it
I don’t know what you want
I’m not able to sleep at nights
With these voices in my head
I’m trying to be a better guide
But I’m lost myself
(Yea I’m lost myself)
No, I can’t sleep at nights
(Yea I’m lost myself)
No, I can’t function during days
(Yea I’m lost myself)
Yeah, I know it’s been years
(Yea I’m lost myself)
I want to get better someday
Like an earthquake in my mind
I feel everything might Come down
I see the reality shaking
It wasn’t that solid from the start
I’m not able to sleep at nights
With these voices in my head
I’m trying to be a better guide
But I’m lost myself
(Yea I’m lost myself)
No, I can’t sleep at nights
(Yea I’m lost myself)
No, I can’t function during days
(Yea I’m lost myself)
Yeah, I know it’s been years
(Yea I’m lost myself)
I want to get better someday
Does anyone else feel what I’m feeling?
Do you drop stuff because you are shaking?
Do you punch yourself because you feel helpless?
Do you know if it’s real or its just you faking?
How do you cope with dark thoughts in your head?
How do I stop just staying in my bed?
How do I want something to happen?
What if it doesn’t get better even when I’m dead?
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Mevzu Records Istanbul, Turkey
Mevzu Records is a Istanbul based DIY omnifarious punk label founded 2018.
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